Thursday, January 25, 2007

code words...

I say lots of things... and I say them often...
"I love you"... yup, I say that a lot. There are several people I do, Truly love.
"I want you"... uh huh.... there is someone that I want... almost all of the time.
"How are you feeling today?"... and when I say it, I really mean it.
"I care about you", "I'd like to help", "How can I make it better?", "I'm listening"
I call often, I text often, I email often.... okay, maybe too often. So sue me...

BUT when I say, "i need a hug" it's a kind of code. I don't say it that often... and I don't say it to many people.
It's code for "I'm hurting", "I need a shoulder to cry on", "I need comforting", "I need someone who really cares about me"



almost human now
striving to overcome it
despair's a deep pit
~


How is it that you can fix physical pain so well, but are so unwilling to deal with emotional pain?? Your's, mine, anyones?

2 comments:

Anonymous said...

cuz then you have to examine the origins, and they're not always pretty, me thinks.

Rick Matz said...

Beyond closed door
Unseen stranger feet away
A heart is waiting.