Thursday, July 31, 2008

Well, Alrighty then...

Now that's a holiday I can get into!!
a twitter friend commented: " peg, I'd like to see the greeting cards for such a holiday. "

Check out Be Three !

Tuesday, July 29, 2008

do you ever feel invisible?

  1. my best friend is in pain... real emotional pain.
  2. and I can't help, I so want to help... I love him so very much.
  3. I have a career (finally) that I love ... Massage.
  4. I have lots of massage clients (lots for a part time job) and I'm thrilled.
  5. I have many new friends/colleagues, and that warms my soul.
  6. I feel several connections/friendships slipping away, is it something I've done or not done?
  7. I have 3 more years at the 'day job', I can retire at 50!
  8. I start as Teaching Assistant at the massage school in September... I love teaching, I'm so excited.
  9. I start as the TEACHER at the massage school in about a year, I'm excited (and a little scared).
  10. I still love teaching folks to ride motorcycles, but it takes A LOT out of me.
  11. I feel I've let my Fwed down.
  12. I'm empathic, sometimes that's good, sometimes NOT
  13. I miss my love... I'm lonely at times.
  14. I love easing pain. I want to help everyone.
  15. I want to learn everything!
  16. I'm up, then I'm down, then back up... I'm tired.

Maybe I just WANT to be invisible... hmmm, sometimes.

The Buddha said,

"No one saves us but ourselves. No one can and no one may. We ourselves must walk the path.”

Need to live by that one!

Thursday, July 24, 2008

Tuesday, July 22, 2008

I can't help but notice...

... how you never really say my name.

No, not like Destiny's Child's. You don't use nicknames either.
You address me directly but never preface it with, well... with anything. The few times you've used "Peg" or "Peggy" it's because you were irritated with me. Well, I guess you have actually called me "Dear" a couple of times but the instances have been few and far between.
And, don't get me wrong, it's not a big deal. It just makes me wonder. What does it mean? Does it MEAN anything? Is it a good thing or is it something to worry about? Is it one of your self-preservation things? And if so, how exactly does it help?
I only bring it up because I love to hear your voice and it would be nice to hear my name on your lips.

Ah, speaking of your lips...

Friday, July 18, 2008


I struggle with choosing between “Worth doing!” and “Not worth it”...
but ultimately, it’s worth the pain.

Haiku Friday, finally...

Finally Friday,
dead tired and bone-weary
need a vacation


Haiku Friday

my best wishes, even though...

may his visit help
this weekend was to be mine
hope for some healing

Sunday, July 13, 2008

Sunday, sit on my ass day...

I've had a bad week... and today I plan to sit on the couch and not move.  So that means frivolous movies.  
Here's one that was pretty cute, with no real redeemable qualities other than it made me smile:

Tuesday, July 08, 2008

it's the little things...

you said it scared you
but you wouldn't let me go
walking, holding hands

Thursday, July 03, 2008

Tuesday, July 01, 2008

Jott test. I am just...

Jott test. I am just testing this out to see how Jott works with blogger. You've got to check out this utility, its pretty cool. listen

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