Wednesday, October 22, 2008

my worth...

what do I deserve?
surely I've racked up some "points"
a kind word, at least?


your actions, or lack
it sometimes make me wonder
what I mean to you

The Tao of Pooh, revisited


"Tigger is all right really," said Piglet lazily.
"Of course he is," said Christopher Robin.
"Everybody is really," said Pooh.
"That's what I think," said Pooh.
"But I don't suppose I'm right," he said.
"Of course you are," said Christopher Robin.

and she says...

"some friend you are... haha"
You know how, when someone says something in a joking manner but you KNOW they mean it?
Yeah, you know what I'm talking about.

Well, Dear... let me ask you this, Where have YOU been? hmmm? Where were you when I needed a shoulder? I emailed, I called, I texted... I sent Christmas wishes, New Years texts, Birthday greetings. All to no avail. At the most, I got an accusing text recently which I admit I responded to very badly, it really hurt my feelings. And I apologized for the way I handled it.
Yes, I know things have been bad for you lately. But what about before that? Busy, you say. No kidding! You too huh?

I asked our mutual friend over and over if he knew WHAT exactly happened... he had no answers for me. Did I do something? Was it the last time we were together? I'm thinking it is. That was a strange time. You were... different. Did I do something to hurt you? If so, I had no idea and would never do so intentionally.

I don't know why I texted you this morning... I just wanted to know if you were okay. But I never expected a response... I never do anymore.

Why DID you call me back? Tell me... I'm listening.


in just a few hours
your arms will be around me
oh, welcome comfort

Tuesday, October 21, 2008


It appears that I can't please anyone any more.  Every little thing I do either annoys or disappoints... so perhaps I'll just quit trying. 

PERHAPS, I'll just do what ever pleases ME.  Let the chips fall where they may.
I'm tired of trying.

I'm tired... 

Sunday, October 19, 2008

August Rush...

Another from the vault entitled "Movies Peg missed the first time around"

"You know what music is? God's little reminder that there's something else besides us in this universe; harmonic connection between all living beings, every where, even the stars."

This one is truly awesome!  This is the way music makes me feel!

HAIKU Du Jour - October 19th

a little lonely
happy birthday to me, but
Where's everyone now?

Thursday, October 16, 2008

Psychic Connection? Naw... can't be...


Things are getting really strange...

all day Sunday... I could see it in my head... I SAW it happen. But I told myself, NO that won't happen. But it did... you asked for my help.

text conversation:
you - "you there"
me - "yes, of course"
you - "Do you ever sleep?"
me -"Yes, but phone's on in case you call"
you - "I may have to take you up on your offer..."
me - "I'm leaving now."

I was astonished... I was elated!
I was sleepy! (it was really really early).

So when I get there, knowing you couldn't be at the rendezvous point yet... I rode a little farther and got some gas and a drink. Heading back I had this really strong need to turn right off the main street. Driving a little way, I saw a nice scene - barn, trees, etc.... I snapped a couple of pictures. Then driving a little farther I saw a street name that felt right... so on down that road I went. And there you were... somehow, I found you. Hmmm.

My friend, it felt wonderful to be of help to you. I'm very happy to be able to help you AND the Mrs. Thanks for letting me.
Oh and thanks to Starbucks for keeping me awake for as long as it did.

The drive back home was awesome. We do entertain each other. All the talk and laughter contributed, I think, to some wrong turns and missed exits... ah well, so what?

It was a blast!
hugs & kisses

And what's she reading NOW?

QUOTE du jour...

"A positive attitude may not solve all your problems, but it will annoy enough people to make it worth the effort. " ~Herm Albright

Friday, October 10, 2008

Autumn Haiku of you...

scruffy, bearded you

walking towards me so sexy

makes my heart flutter


Thursday, October 02, 2008


breathe in the feeling
let it wash all over me
love you completely

True Blood...

I'm completely enamored with True Blood and Bill the Vampire.

I guess I have a thing for Vampires.

thank you, luv...

a page has been turned
it's the 'taste' of the moment
so sweet is the change

Wednesday, October 01, 2008

What is peg reading now?

to you and only you...

I knew what you were going to tell me before you ever opened your mouth. I knew as soon as I got that email and I worried each day. I knew you had told him about me, I don't know how I knew... I just did. What I didn't know was exactly what he had said about it. I was pretty sure it would be a really bad thing, I figured it would mark the end. I figured it would turn my entire world up-side down, that it would end my happiness.

I was wrong.

I've never been so happy to be wrong.

a happy moment
to be thought your one true friend
wonderful feeling

with all my love...

at last, a bright spot
could you really have worried?
i will never leave.

Tuina massage: YouTube demo

Here's an interesting example of Tuina Massage. Not exactly a relaxation massage but very useful. He also gives a good demonstration of vibration.