The time for truth is at hand...

So, this person is still avoiding me. Oh, I've gotten the occasional email saying he's alive but that's about it. I've asked for a phone call, to no avail.

Are you ashamed to call me? Are you too hurt to call? Is it that you just don't want anything to do with me anymore??

I only have evidence that you no longer care that I care. Or perhaps you enjoy the fact that your pain causes ME pain. Is that it? Does it make you feel better in some way that I still feel for you?? Is that how you get your relief?

Do you care that I can feel your pain even when you don't talk to me? Do you give a good goddamn about anything anymore?? Maybe just your little princess?

Perhaps you just don't deserve my friendship. What do YOU think?

I'd really like to know.